I learned that when we choose to go through changes,we get more than what we asked for. A visualization I had of myself was similar to a character in a Bugs Bunny cartoon, being run through an old-fashioned washing machine with the roller. Just when I felt I was at a plateau through it all, more cranking of that roller, and more of me being pressed and wrung dry. I told many that at the end it was the hardest – mostly because it is hard to get a nose the size of mine through that roller!

Today I am feeling more secure and integrated.

One of my close friends observed that for the first time she could see me “wearing the clothes” of who I am versus carrying them in a suitcase for when I needed to put the right outfit on. Interesting observation and choice of metaphor.

In celebration, I am rediscovering the heros of my days of growing up. Two of them are experiencing a reenergizing as I experienced. Today is the release of the DVD set of television episodes of the Ellery Queen series on tv from the ’70s. I read every single Ellery Queen book available over and over again as a teen. I also worshiped the recordings of the Chicago Symphony Orchestra under the direction of Sir Georg Solti. I am now thrilled with the electric excite net my city of Chicago has for the new era with Ricardo Muti at the helm.

It was through Ellery Queen that I learned that I love problem solving. Give me a puzzle or a situation that needs resolving, and I will work on it until I figure it out. The elegance of the novels enthralled me, and the inevitable challenge to the reader at the end, where the detective challenges the reader to have a solution ready before the denouement was always a surprise for me.

I am loving the energy surrounding the arrival of Ricardo Muti to Chicago. I love the CSO. Their performances are thrilling and awe inspiring for me. To see and hear that 25,000 people attended Muti’s first performance of his tenure as Music Director is amazing.

I am relishing this feeling of excitement, and will hold on to it as I begin to blog again.

“Excuse me?” I turned to ask the woman behind me. I was getting my things together to leave a meeting at my church. The meeting was one on prosperity, and this woman came up to me, surprising me again with:

“I said, you are a thought leader for thought leaders!”

In that moment I was inspired. A new process for my consultancy was born in that short sentence. At the beginning of the meeting we each were asked to introduce ourselves and state in a few sentences what we did and what we want to create for ourselves. In my case, I was thinking ahead of a session with a firm in Chicago that asked me to help them create a blog. I positioned the session with the firm as a means of demonstrating globally that the firm was a thought leader in its field. So in my introduction I said the usual, that I take the vision and strategy of an organization or individual and lead processes for discovery of hidden opportunities for that vision and strategy to be implemented or take form. This time I added that I want to take this further and assist people in their becoming thought leaders in their field.

I instantly saw the process in my head. It was magical for me. A perfect demonstration to me how inspired knowledge is triggered by unexpected events in our lives. It is my task, and I propose all of us have this duty, to be open to everything that is happening around us to receive inspiration. This is awareness!

I went to the firm to teach “blogging” and began with the exercise I am going to briefly describe to you. The head of the firm was pleasantly surprised throughout the process and later exclaimed, “This is wonderful!”

You, too, are a thought leader! Let me prove it to you. What follows is a brief step by step process that will lead you to the same place of inspiration that I and the firm in Chicago experienced.

• Step 1. Go to a place where you can be undisturbed for an hour. Take with you paper, pen (not pencil!) and a stack of Post-It notes. Be sure you are at a desk or large table with a lot of clear space.
• Step 2. Clear your mind and focus. Take a few deep breaths. Now, on one sheet of blank paper, write this across the top, “What activities do I enjoy the most?”
• Step 3. Begin to freely write down everything you love to do, putting only one item on a single Post-It note. Do not edit anything, and do not censor anything. Write everything down regardless of your hesitation to write it. Put each Post-It note on the table so that you can see each item clearly. For example, I might list Chicago Symphony Orchestra concerts, read Think and Grow Rich, listen to Wait Wait Don’t Tell Me, brainstorm for people, conduct choirs, conduct orchestras, listen to Michael Hoppe’s “Majestic Land,” go to coffee shops and write articles, etc. It is good to list individual book titles or magazine titles as well as “read books.” Do not hold back on anything that comes to mind.
• Step 4. Take a moment to pause and reflect. See if anything else comes to mind. Look around the room and see if anything catches your attention for any reason. If it does, then begin Step 3 again and list what comes to mind as a result. When you reach a point of no more free responses, you are complete. If you listed specific book titles, you might create a Post-It note for what the book represents to you. The point is to expand your list to more choices for Step 6.
• Step 5. Categorize/sort your items. (If you have fewer than ten activities, skip this step) Take your Post-It notes and group them if possible. Physically collect similar notes and group them in a way so that the table becomes a categorized view of your activites. Create a new Post-It note for each grouping and give that group a new label representing that group. For example, I listed “conduct choirs” and “conduct orchestras” so I would group them and label the group “conduct.”
• Step 6. Select only 5 Post-It notes. You must only choose five activities. All others will be set aside. If you have fewer than five, you must reduce your list to three. I know this is difficult but you must force yourself.
• Step 7. Set the discarded activities aside. Take your five and put them across the top of the table, but give yourself room for another exercise. List all of the things that come to your mind that these items remaining have in common for you. This is another free listing. No censoring. If it comes to mind, list it.
• Step 8. When you are complete, again group the responses if you can. Review the list, and for one final review, group them again.
• Step 9. Force yourself to choose ONE response from Step 8. JUST ONE!
• Step 10. Add the result from Step 9 to the responses from Step 6. Review your results. Reduce all of the remaining notes into one final Post-It note. I know this is difficult, but this is a time to face your passion – your leadership – and own it!
• Final Step. Take the result and fill in the blank with that result: “I AM a thought leader in _________ !”

What was your result? Were you surprised?

How do you feel at this point? Write it down!

I personally have shared this exercise with several people at this point, and the results are always unexpected. My preferred word for this is INSPIRED.

YOU ARE AN INSPIRED THOUGHT LEADER!

In the past two years, I found myself in situations that allowed me to face directly challenges where I had to make choices. Many of the choices were painful and emotionally draining. I cannot tell you how many times I felt more like screaming and running away rather than facing these challenges. Today, I see how these situations were the greatest gifts I could have ever been given.

Today as I revel in this beautiful energy, I can tell you that there is nothing more painful than not honoring and participating – feeding – one’s passions. So much of the difficulty and conflicting experiences I have had were directly the result, in my judgment, of not allowing myself to express what matters to me most. It took a huge wakeup call for me to realize the truth of what was happening. And I created it!

I received a wake up call! It is not important to this story what that call was. What is important is that I was able to work through that experience by following my own intuition and inner wisdom. I had all of the answers within. I had the ability to work through a process that totally transformed my experience with almost instantaneous results.

You, my readers, will begin to see the results of this experience in the next several weeks.

My passion is music and knowledge. I love creativity and expressing my creativity. I love teaching – teaching people how to tap into their own creativity and inner genius and expressing it.

In the next several weeks you will see on this blog and my web site interviews with those people I am honored to have in my life that I view as masters at creating a passion filled life. These people have integrated who they are as individuals into their professional lives in such a way as to inspire me and others.

I will also begin to publish eBooks with the processes I referred to that will help you tap into your own passion. These processes allowed me to discover for myself what I have successfully done for others and organizations. These processes will allow you to discover:

1. What your passion is
2. What is missing from your life that is causing pain, depression or perhaps conflict
3. What inherent or innate skills and knowledge do you have that can be integrated with all aspects of your life
4. How you can integrate your passion into all aspects of your life
5. How you can take this discovery and transmute the low times of your day into the high points of your life

This is a form of personal knowledge management. We all have a vast library of information stored deep within our minds, our life’s experiences, and background. It is my wish to lead you along the path that I have followed over the past several years – one that can be truly rewarding, life changing, and transformative.